To fill in some new followers, I've been waiting for this month to happen. This is the month that I thought I would be getting a raise. My job started a new career ladder so teachers can rise through the ranks as their experience, education, and committment improve.
I thought, mistakingly, that I would be getting that raise this month. It turns out that the career ladder process is starting this month and I won't be getting a raise until June.
Student loan payments start in about a week.
I just took on another sponsorship committment.
I'm worried about paying my bills and buying food.
I'm praying with hope and believing that God knows what he is doing and that he will provide.
I'm still scared.